I am writing to apologize for my recent behavior of avoiding you. I understand that it was wrong and disrespectful of me to do so, and I am deeply sorry for the hurt and confusion it caused.
I want to explain why I chose to evade you. I was feeling overwhelmed and uncertain about our relationship, and I was afraid of expressing my thoughts and feelings. I felt that I was not being heard or respected, and I was worried that if I spoke up, it would only make things worse.
I realize now that this was not the best way to handle the situation. I should have been honest and open with you about my feelings, instead of running away. I understand that this was wrong and I regret my actions.
I want to assure you that I am committed to making things right. I am willing to take the time to talk to you and listen to your thoughts and feelings. I am willing to make changes in our relationship if necessary, and I want to make sure that both of us feel respected and heard.
I am sorry for my behavior and I hope that you can forgive me. I value our relationship and I want to make sure that it is healthy and positive. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to make things right.